A sneak peek

Super quick ... here are the first shots in from our beach photo session. Susie, they are so beautiful. Can't wait to see the rest.

Six on Sunday

1. We had an hour-long sunset photo session with Susie yesterday at Windansea Beach in La Jolla. Boy, did we pick the right day for a beach shoot or what? We had so much fun. I can't wait to share the photos with you. Thanks again, Susie! You are just the best.

2. Speaking of photos, as many of you know I am working on my own photography business. It should be up and running in about a month from now. We are a little behind because ...

3. I have been sick for almost a month now with my Crohn's disease. I started steroid therapy today (very begrudingly) because my doctor says if I don't get better this week I will have to be admitted to the hospital. For like a week. Yuck.

4. So I am hoping and praying the steroids do their thing. And quickly.

5. The warm weather has me dreaming of summer. Can't wait to resume our playdates and get back into our routine. We especially miss Nick's little buddies (and mama's big buddies). The first people we plan to see when I get well are Candi and Hudson!

6. After this week there are only 4 weeks left until school is officially out, my grades will be in, and I can enjoy my stay-at-home schedule for a few months. I am so lucky to have a profession that affords me summers (and January) off.

Here are some pics from this past week. Nick is finally drinking from his sippy cup. He's so close to walking it's not funny. And he's now in the 25th percentile for growth and weight - the highest he has been since he was born!


Hope you have a wonderful week.

Have you read this?

If not, and you have children - or think you might one day - I hope it inspires you.

Excerpt from The Prophet, by Khalil Gibran

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them,
but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might
that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let our bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.

We're back!

But this will be a quick update post. I am sick at the absolute worst time in the semester for a professor to be unwell. I just have to share that Little Man is loving the walker he got for his birthday. He pushes that thing anywhere and everywhere, and gets so frustrated when he runs into a wall or the island in the kitchen (but has learned to turn it around by himself!). It's hilarious. I have video but it has to be converted from high definition in order to go on YouTube or something like that. I will work on it soon and post when I can. In the meantime, here's a photo.He also got his first official "walker" shoes at Stride Rite this week. He loved the lady who fitted him for his shoes. Let's just say he was focused on one particular feature of her body and he must have been thinking that if he could just get close enough for a cuddle, she would have a LOT of milk for him :0)

Two major developments this week: He has learned how to kiss, and loves doing it! And he started to share his food with me. That has been fun. It's wonderful to see him reciprocate all the feelings I've had for and shown to him for so long.

Finally, I must end this post with an expression of frustration. Wouldn't you know it? Everyone buys him wonderful birthday toys and he spends his week playing with them on occasion, but clearly prefers two things: One, a plasic back massager thing that someone gave me in a spa gift basket about 3 years ago (he found it by accident); and two, a plastic drinking bottle that his Grammie put some tictacs in so it would rattle when he rolls it. Lesson learned: The best toys are the ones you don't buy.

Hope your week gets off to a great start!

Taking a break ...

I am sitting here on Sunday night recalling all the events of last year, at this exact time, getting ready to meet my son. I've decided to take a week off from this blog and finish up the book I've been writing to Nick since the day I found out I was pregnant. It is officially 300 pages long (single-space, yes, but with photos). I am going to have it bound in April as my birthday gift to him. I certainly can't buy him any more toys ... have you seen this little man's birthday loot? And his Aunt and extended family haven't even given him their gifts yet! We are so blessed. Anyway, who knows if he will ever read the book, titled Notes to Nicholas, but it has been my way of documenting this journey for him since he won't remember it all. Every new development, every special moment is chronicled. I am even thinking of sending it to a publisher. Looking back when I was pregnant I think I would have bought something like it - a mom's notes to her unborn son and then her notes to him throughout his first year.

Anyway, all to say that I'll be back in a week. See you then! In the meantime check out the birthday pictures.

Before, after

Day 1 of his life:

The morning of his 1st birthday:

What a year it has been. A link to pics from today's party is forthcoming ...

Enjoy these moments - they pass too quickly

My water broke on March 29, 2007. My labor was induced on March 30, and Nick was born at 12:32 p.m. on March 31. I was only 36 weeks pregnant. I thought I had another month to go. Nick had other plans. We all joke that he wanted to be here in time for Easter.
Ah, labor. You know, I felt most of it even though I had an epidural. They shut off the meds pretty early. I felt that entire last 2 hours and of course the hours before it was inserted. Every single twinge, burn, pull. And I wouldn't change a thing. I have never felt more empowered. I can say, in no uncertain terms, that I know pain. In that moment when your child's skull is trying so desperately to move through and past you, it's literally bone on bone. It's a pain I cannot describe. And there's a sadness attached to it. I kept thinking, why are you in such a hurry to leave me? I was so happy being pregnant with Nick, feeling his kicks and movements, having that connection that only a pregnant woman can have with her unborn child. When my water broke, I cried. I was pretty zen throughout the delivery - there is something sacred about the process that quieted me is all I can say - but then when Nick was finally outside of my body, when I held his tiny body on my chest and the doctor with David's help "cut the cord" I cried again. I knew as long as he was inside me that he was safe; now he was out in the world and I wouldn't always be able to protect him. It was a primal experience of my body releasing him and my heart aching and my soul seeing its reflection in this new human being all at once.INTENSE STUFF. What I wrote above is about the best way I can possibly describe it all in words.

One year later I realize that Nick's birthday is the most important day of my life. It's not really just the start of his life; his life began much earlier, and was so intimately connected to mine long before he broke free from my body. To me, March 31st is a day to celebrate the fact that I've given half my heart to another person who brings special gifts to the world and who gave me, without question, the greatest gift of all: He made me a mother.

All of this, one year ago this weekend. Thanks for letting me reflect with you.

Easter retrospective

I am soooo-ooooo-ooooo tired, still recovering from a long week behind me and a long one ahead (Nick's 1st birthday party is this coming Saturday - his official birthday is 3/31). All the while I am trying to take some time out this week to pause and reflect on the year gone by. I'm rather emotional for some reason. I will post more soon.

For now, enjoy some of my favorite Easter pics. Will take a long post to show them all - there are a lot and I am so not good at making choices among photos. It was a blessed day from start to finish. Hope yours was, too. Enjoy!

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Another sneak peek

From our Easter photo extravaganza ... I think he just looked too handsome today. Of course I am extremely biased. The photographer said that Nick seemed to pose for her, and asked if I take a lot of pictures of him. I laughed and said, "Not really, just 8000 since he was born." (That is no exaggeration my friends; today's photos were numbers 8032-8056).

But he did sit there and smile for the camera, like the most proper young man. In a way it makes me sad to see him looking so grown up; last Easter he weighed just 5 pounds. His whole body fit in the palms of my hands. The time just flies.

Anyway, I nostalgically digress. I hope Easter preparations are going smoothly in your neck of the woods!

I hate to spoil the surprise ...

but someone's getting dressed up like a bunny for Easter this year. and there will be many more photos of the fun to come ... stay tuned!

Ten on Tuesday - The Quirks & Eccentricities Version

I thought it would be fun to switch things up - here's the 10 on Tuesday but instead of just 10 random facts or happenings, I'm listing 10 odd things about me and my personality (some you may not know!).

1. I hate mayonnaise. Even the thought of it makes me sick. But I will still eat a good chicken salad sandwich anyday (like the one at Claim Jumper = YUM); I just can't think about how it's made.

2. I am not a night-owl. I love going to sleep before 8. So having a baby who does so suits me just fine.

3. I believe in past-lives, ghosts, and the paranormal. I had a very scary experience once that has led me to seriously believe that there is a "dark side". I practiced witchcraft for a few years (long ago) and accidentally brought something evil into my house (didn't cast a circle and close it before working a spell). This is all true. I never practiced again and have become quite a devout believer in God as a result (seeing the dark side proved that there's a light side, too, if that makes sense). I don't think witchcraft is bad per se; I just made a really serious mistake with it (one all practitioners know not to make) and realized I'd rather not tamper with the darker side of things again.

Of course having said that I still own 10 decks of tarot cards and use my pendulum when I need to make a decision.

4. My mom is psychic - has had ALL kinds of paranormal experiences - so I think I got all this from her. She's very witchy in her own way. And so was my grandma. But she'd never have admitted it. Maybe it runs down through the women in my family.

5. In keeping with the otherwordly theme of 3 & 4, I believe I have known Nick's spirit for many, many years, even lifetimes. I knew exactly how he would be before he was born. My brother studies Kabbalah and says that Nick chose me to be his mother. I like that idea. Lucky me!

6. I am a loner, but a very social loner. I love crowds and people and parties but I just need a lot of time by myself before and after to recover and be peaceful.

7. I hate to brush my teeth. I don't know why, I just hate it and wish I didn't have to do it.

8. I have an entitlement complex and I have worked my whole life to get over it.

9. I love teaching. It is for sure my calling in life. It was nice to find my calling so young. I think I would have been good at acting. I was also an excellent waitress for years. I'm a good multi-tasker and very organized in an OCD-kind-of-way.

10. I have a really strong friendship with my ex-fiance, which most people find odd. I take it as such a compliment that he knows me so well and still likes me :0)

What are you some of your quirks and oddities?

Nick 411

Name: Nick, also known as Nickorish, Picolas, and Boo Pickles
Age: One-ish
Favorite food: YoBaby yogurt with cereal, banana-strawberry flavor
Least favorite food: Green beans
Favorite snack: Mini Teddy Grahams
Favorite item to throw on the floor: Phone
Bedtime: Eight-ish
Favorite non-breastfeeding activity: Crawling and trying to put toys in Bella's water
Aspiration: To climb the stairs unobserved
Favorite non-mommy person: Grammie
Favorite word: BAAGAA
Occupation: Slave to mommy's dress-up whims, including various holiday-related apparel.

Spring has sprung

This week my peach tree came alive - all those hardened winter buds have started to open, revealing bright pink blossoms that will eventually bring summer fruit. Something about these delicate flowers says to me, "Take a deep breath - winter is almost over, and the warmth of summer days will soon refresh your spirit."

One bald man looking out for another

We live in San Diego where it's never really cold enough outside to wear a hat ... unless you're under a year old and bald in patches, and your grandpa happens also to be patchy bald and paranoid about "heat escaping through your head" in the early morning hours when you're riding around the backyard in your Radio Flyer Sport Coupe.

Nick is so easy-going. He was like, okay, put on the hat. See if I care. He has this little smirk he's developed over the past two weeks where he smiles with his mouth completely shut - a little sly grin of sorts. So here are pics of Nick with Grandpa (Nick Perrakis Sr. and Nick Perrakis Jr.) and little man sporting his hat and grin - proof that, in this family, bald men look out for each other.

My Story

Hi, my name is: Athena
but you can call me: Athena
Never in my life have I: milked a cow (but I've been milked like a cow :0)
The one person who can drive me nuts is: Dave and my mom take turns
When I’m nervous: I play with my hair and bite my nails, but not both at once
The last song I listened to was: Dance like there's no tomorrow by Paula Abdul (I know ...)
My hair is: in need of a trim and some serious highlights
When I was 4: my mom was prego with my sister
Last Christmas: was my son's 1st - so fun
I should be: asleep
When I look down I see: my glasses sitting folded in my lap
The happiest recent moment was: finding out Sadie finished her dissertation
By this time next year: I'll be getting more sleep
My current gripe is: that there's no democratic presidential nominee yet
I have a hard time understanding: people who drive slowly like they have nowhere to be
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: Nick
I want to buy: stuff for easter baskets
Where do you plan to visit: Hawaii next January
If you spent the night at my house: you would NOT SLEEP
The world could do without: people who abuse animals. And Miley Cyrus.
Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: clothes at NY&Co - LOVE that place
Most recent thing someone else bought me: Teuscher chocolates ... mmm ...
My middle name is: Irene
In the morning I: drink 2 cups of coffee before 9 a.m. with cinnamon vanilla creamer
Last night I was: watching Idol with my family
A better name for me would be: your royal highness
Tomorrow I am: meeting with my doctoral students
Tonight I am: planning our meeting and Nick's birthday party simultaneously
My birthday is: August 9!

My blue-eyed boys

When I was pregnant, we hoped Nick would inherit specific qualities and characteristics from each of us - for example, my patience (which he seems to have most of the time), but not his dad's eyebrows (he doesn't - they are shaped just like mine); my smile (which he has - his whole face smiles, not just his eyes, like mine), but not my thumbs (long story, but he doesn't), and - most of all - his daddy's big blue eyes. They're the color of caribbean water.

And check it out ... every wish came true. Nick's eyes are a slightly deeper blue than David's, but stunningly amazingly shockingly beautiful nonetheless.

A long nap = a happy man

When he has napped long enough and he's been warm and snuggly, no one is happier or more adorable. He is in a great mood, his cheeks are bright red like someone's been pinching them, and he is as easy-going as they come.

See?

A recipe you must try

Maybe for dinner tonight? The recipe is here on a blog called My Messy Thrilling Life, to which I am somewhat addicted (I am a sucker for a good writer with a wild imagination and interesting life).

Modifications: I left out the bacon, doubled the tomato sauce, used garbanzo rather than cannellini beans, white rice instead of brown, AND in a very-Paula-Deen-sort-of-way, dropped in three tablespoons of butter right before serving, to make the sauce extra creamy. Make sure you let the onions cook long enough so they aren't raw. I also use low-sodium everything (beans, tomatoes, tomato sauce) and you might want to as well - otherwise I think this could turn out quite salty.

Enjoy!

Not so much with the Easter Bunny

I just couldn't resist. You know me, I have zero impulse control, and the formula today went something like: Easter Bunny in the mall + great photo opp + Nick in a good mood + no lines and thus no wait = YES. He was so happy before I sat him in Mr. Easter Bunny's lap. Then, I stepped away so as not to be in the shot, and at that very moment he started screaming and hollering. And you know what? I love the photo anyway. In fact, I think it's even cuter that he's so miserable - not because I like to see him cry, but because he always poses and smiles for the camera. This was a little change of pace.
Happy (or not-so-happy as the case may be) Easter!

One year ago this weekend ...

The baby shower to end all baby showers took place at Pacifica Del Mar. What fun memories I have of that day, just 4 weeks shy of Nick's early arrival. My mom and sister did such an amazing job of planning all the details and making everything so special; my brother, dad, and hubby did all the "heavy lifting", which included carrying the more than 100 gifts back to our cars. Sixty-five (yes, 65) friends and family from all over southern California came to help us celebrate. And Sadie stayed all night afterward to help me unpack the goodies and organize Nick's nursery. It seems like yesterday ...

A tragic irony

I try to keep this blog light. But it's called Soul Impressions, and this topic has made a deep and profound impression on my soul this week.

Have you seen CNN's video about the culling of African elephants? If not, you must. Click here to watch it.

What makes this tragedy so ironic? Humor me for a moment. Here's the African government's argument: There are too many elephants in southern Africa, and their overpopulation is disturbing the natural balance of the ecosystem; what's more, these elephants are destroying trees, which reinforces the need to reduce the population by slaughtering them. But they are almost as intelligent as humans, and have even better memories than we do, so you have to shoot and kill the entire family when you hunt because an orphaned baby elephant will grieve the loss of its family and remember the hunt - and its consequences - for the rest of its 60+ remaining years of life.

That facet of the issue, they concede, is inhumane.

IRONY: What OTHER large mammal is overpopulated, is destroying its environment, and - if hunted - would need to be killed in a group rather than individually because it would remember the hunt for the rest of its life and never recover? Hmmm ... we do more than destroy trees; we destroy our planet. And yet no one calls for us to be rounded up and executed family by family. So why are we doing this to elephants? What gives us the right?

Something to think about.

How old is she?

Almost everywhere I go, people ask how old my daughter is. So I ask you: Does Nick really look like a girl? I dress him in greens and blues for the most part, including lots of boyish stuff from Old Navy and Baby Gap. There are no yellow outfits to confuse people. But literally 8 times out of 10 when people approach us, they ask, "How old is she?" When I say, "HE is 11 months" they say, "Oh, it's those eyes," or "Oh, but he has such long eyelashes." They tell me to take it as a compliment, and most of the time I do.

I'm just not sure what to to do about it. When you have a baby girl who looks boyish because she's bald (that was the case for me when I was a baby) you can put a bow or headband on her. Problem solved.

Just when I was thinking about this, I snapped some pics of Nick and gosh-darnit, he does look a little like his name should be Nicole, not Nicholas :0).

Ten on Tuesday

1. I want another baby. I want to be pregnant again. But we've decided not to have any more children, for a lot of reasons. That doesn't mean I don't want any more. Must be something about being *almost* 35 [tick, tock, tick], and now having had a baby knowing my cycles so well [feeling almost an authority on the subject], and thus knowing how easy it would be to get pregnant again [in theory], and seeing Nick get older, and getting close to his 1st birthday, and missing his babyness, and ... {sigh}. Then I think how easy it will be to just have one, and I kind of stop being so melodramatic about the whole thing.
2. It's SO beautiful outside.
3. The 3,000 birds I told you about are still here. Their foodsource is almost gone, however.
4. Nick will turn 11 months old this week.
5. I can't figure out whether to have a big birthday party for his 1st or a small, just-family-type-of-thing. Any advice from you experienced moms on what to do?
6. I'm still feeling under the weather. Nick seems to be bouncing back nicely.
7. I just wish the doctor had said straight up, "Oh and by the way, this amoxicillin is going to cause him to have explosive diarrhea 4 times a day until he stops taking it." Might've been good to know up front. I should tape a sign to my head when we go to the doctor that says, "REMEMBER: I AM A NEW MOM. TELL ME THE STUFF YOU THINK I PROBABLY ALREADY KNOW. BECAUSE CHANCES ARE I DON'T."
8. I miss my sister.
9. My students have been cute, sending me emails wishing me a speedy recovery - makes me feel loved.
10. My mom arrives today for THREE days and I am SO excited to have her company. She stayed away while we were in the throes of this flu so she wouldn't catch it. I hope we're not contagious now.

For the birds

I wanted to invite some birds into our yard so Nick could watch them. Innocent enough, right? So I got a "seed sock" full of seeds that would attract small birds and hung it in our magnolia tree in the backyard. That was 2 weeks ago and not a single bird noticed it. Until yesterday. All of a sudden it's like every small bird in north county found out about the sock and descended on our yard. At any given time, around the clock, there have been 10 birds on the sock, another 20 in the magnolia tree waiting their turn, another 10 sitting on the fence nearby, and what sound like dozens more in other trees on the golf course below. The noise at one point today was so loud I had to close the window in order to hear the t.v.
Nick loved watching them with me, and I got some good pictures to prove how crazy these little birds were (keep in mind, this image was taken from inside the house, 15 feet away at least), almost stepping on each other to find a space on that sock. They have devoured almost half the seeds in 24 hours. Now the question becomes what to do when this runs out!

On the mend

We've been house-bound since Friday, trying to get better (both of us), and Nick has had such a rough time between his ears bothering him, his fever coming and going, his complete lack of energy, and then the antibiotics upsetting his tummy. Poor little guy. He has been such a cuddle bunny though; all he wants is to be held and nursed. The good news is that he's eating so often he hasn't had a chance to become dehydrated! Anyway, I guess it's true that when babies tug at their ears they (might) have an ear infection. There was a lot of ear pulling this weekend. And a lot of staring into space.One bit of good news: Him sleeping a lot meant I slept a lot - more than usual at least. Even today we snuggled up twice for two delicious midday naps together in the sunshine. It was wonderful.
Thanks for checking in with us!

No smiles today

My sweet sugared peanut is sick, for the first time in his 10 3/4 months of life.

You know my smiley little man? The one who always has a grin for you, even if he's tired/hungry/messy? No matter what? This one ...Well, this is the closest to a smile I could get from him today.
He has a fever of 102, and we're going to visit Dr. Barr in about half an hour ... but for now he's resting with a washcloth on his head and my arms wrapped around him very tight. Wish us a speedy recovery.
FRIDAY NIGHT UPDATE: It's an ear infection and the flu. He started antibios tonight.

What else would you do?

I am fascinated by the choices people make when it comes to work. Every day, every place I go, every person I see, I wonder to myself, "How did this person choose his/her job?" Or did it choose him/her?

I am lucky - I had the chance to choose my path and earned a scholarship so it was basically free. But I worked very hard to find my current job; it took 12 years to get my Ph.D., 1 year on the academic "job market", 110 applications, 8 interviews across the country (Fairleigh Dickinson, Notre Dame, University of Georgia to name a few) in the middle of winter blizzards, and then several rounds of additional interviews in San Diego before I was offered my professorship.

But being a professor was my second choice; I really wanted to be a medical doctor and was "pre-med" for several years before I switched to English. Why'd I switch? Two reasons: 1) I met Kathy Murphy, who would for years after be my mentor, and she convinced me that becoming a professor was my calling, and 2) I couldn't maintain a 4.0 GPA in science and math courses and if I was going to med school I only wanted to go to a top-tier program. Good reasons? I don't know. Part of me still wants to go to med school when Nick gets older (shhh don't tell anyone - that's my secret fantasy and I know, it's a little crazy at this point).

So here's the upshot of this post: I love watching The Actor's Studio. My favorite part of the interview is when James Lipton asks his guests what other profession they would attempt if they were not actors. I have given this serious thought, can you tell? Here are the other careers I would have chosen (in order of preference). In your comment, tell me yours! As you consider your options, pretend that money is no option, and that you have all the time and resources in the world. If that were the case, what would you do?

1. Medical doctor - I would have liked to specialize in neurology. I am fascinated by the brain. I might have considered becoming a psychiatrist.

2. Clinical psychologist - I almost, **almost** got my Ph.D. in psychology rather than education. I even completed the application but didn't send it in. When I think about how close I came, I sometimes have regrets even though I do love my current job, only because if I had gone the psych route I would have had more options (e.g., private practice and teaching).

3. Spa owner - I still have this dream. I'd like to run my own spa, something that women of all financial means and circumstances could enjoy. I studied at the Dermalogica Institute in Marina Del Rey when my mom owned her beauty salon and became very interested in skin care and aromatherapy. Then in grad school I almost took one summer to become a licensed massage therapist (almost, almost, almost). I think my ideal spa would offer a set of services just for pregnant women, with childcare so ladies could come and enjoy themselves and not worry about who would care for their children. I would like to run specials for working moms, offer courses in aromatherapy and basic skin care, and maybe even have special services for kids - mommy-and-me facials anyone?

One year ago, today ...

I was just 5 weeks away from meeting the great love of my life.

Switchin' up the lyrics

So I amused myself today. It doesn't take much sometimes. Nick likes when I sing him the song "Jesus Loves Me" (Jesus loves me, this I know, for the Bible tells me so, yes Jesus loves me, the Bible tells me so). But I sing that same chorus over and over again, and it gets old. So I made up new words to a second chorus (Mommy loves me, this I know, for her kisses show me so, yes Mommy loves me, her kisses show me so). And then, because I am half-loopy today, about as sick and tired as I can be, I got creative. I was talking to my mom on the phone, and all of a sudden the words to a new chorus came to me: I have issues, this I know, for your Grammie tells me so, yes I have issues, your Grammie tells me so.

Ha! I think I need to go to bed.

Ten on Tuesday

1. I'm sick, so the other 9 items will be brief.
2. Being sick when you are breastfeeding/pregnant sucks because you can't take over-the-counter meds.
3. On days like today I wish I had hired help.
4. The sleep drama continues. Check out this pic from yesterday morning's angry wake-up call.
WWWHHHYYYYYYYY AM I IN HERE? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
5. Last week I put a counter on my blog because I was starting to think no one reads it - but then in the past 5 days there have been more than 100 hits so ... I guess people do read and just don't comment? Come out of the shadows, folks!
6. I am really, really enjoying my classes this semester. The material is interesting and everyone is very engaged. I look forward to Wednesdays and Thursdays each week. And how crazy is this: We're already 1/4 of the way done.
7. I have been asked to write a book on academic administration and I am very excited about that, too. Guess what I'll be doing at night after Nick goes to sleep for the next oh, say, year or two.
8. None of my clothes fit me well right now - they are either too big or too small. So my husband says (super non-chalantly as a man would), "Why don't you go get some new stuff?" Because, I tell him, going into a store and trying on clothes while keeping your 10-month-old baby entertained (or just keeping him from screaming like a monkey) is like trying to put a cat in a cage while you paint your fingernails. The two just don't mix and if you try to do both at once, someone will get hurt.
9. I'm a little obsessed with taking pictures, if you haven't noticed. Yesterday I snapped this pic of Nick's hand on top of David's and I think it's beautiful.10. Through facebook I am now back in touch with all my best friends from elementary, middle, and high school. And guess what? They all have babies too. And guess what else? Their babies don't sleep, either. And guess what's funny? We have all read the same book lately, The No Cry Sleep Solution, and it's not working for any of us. But we all tried Ferberizing and agree that's not a solution, either. Small world, huh?

Hope you had a happy and healthy three-day weekend.

Why we love Susie

She has the ability to capture the essence of love.
Thanks for my mini photo session this week, Susie. I'm so excited about the pictures, I just had to share one here. You are an amazing artist.